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Taeyeon-ah~ Through all the changes in my life — from a...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 00:30:41 -0500

Taeyeon-ah~ Through all the changes in my life — from a nerdy student whose eyes were opened to the world of KPOP, to a Soshi hungry fan who could never get enough, to a (mostly) full-time grown up who hardly has time to keep up with Soshi’s latest antics — you have been, still are, and will continue to be a driving force that propels me forward.

In the upcoming year, May you: ~Smile more. Your (once adorably crooked) grin can sometimes mean the difference between a bad day and a fantastic one. ~Laugh more. SONEs will laugh with you… and sometimes at you…~Let people in. Let those walls crumble. A guarded heart is protected, but lonesome. ~Find true happiness, wherever that may be (I hear Canada’s pretty nice ^_~).

Happy Birthday, Kim Taeyeon. <3 And remember, you can do it!!!

Greetings from not-so-greener pastures!

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 00:00:41 -0500

The passage of time is a funny thing. Some moments pass in the blink of an eye; others drag on as if in slow motion. These past few months have been an odd mixture of both. A time of tremendous change. A time riddled with obstacles, adventures and discoveries.

I guess you could say I’ve grown up a lot. I don’t squander my money, stay up past 1am, or spend my time poring over the lives of 9 Korean pop stars anymore. Instead, I feel as though a doppelganger stands in my place — a responsible adult who saves pennies, considers midnight “late” and reads up on current events. I must admit, I still indulge in the occasional Michael Kors handbag, and there is but 1 Korean pop star who continues to impregnate me through the computer screen with her undeniable and perpetual sexiness (gangsta Taengoo? YES. PLEASE). I guess I haven’t grown up too much.

What will 2013 bring? Only time will tell. But here’s hoping we’re all in for a roller-coaster ride that only goes up. Happy New Year, everyone. Here’s to a bigger and better 2013!

P.S. On a personal note…
To my Skype fam/extended Skype fam - I really, sincerely miss you all. <3 Stay moist, LOL! ;D
To those who reached out to me through Twitter/text/email/calls - Thank you for remembering me. More importantly, thank you for reminding me that I have a home to return to, if and when I choose to come back. I’d also like to apologize for not responding regularly… I really do feel awful.

XOXO

—Cesca

I feel like a zombie gone back to life... back back to life~

Tue, 21 Aug 2012 20:57:27 -0400

Annyeong~

I know I owe you all an explanation as to why I’ve been MIA for nearly 2 months. Actually, I had this whole “speech” concocted in my mind that I originally planned on typing out, but it just doesn’t feel right now that I’m finally getting around to it. So, fuck it, we’ll do it live!!!

I’m doing well. Working hard, earning money, volunteering and generally doing my best to make my parents proud. What have I been up to lately? A lot! I feel like my world has been turned completely upside down recently. I was actually pretty sick for a few weeks, but I did my best to conceal that from everyone and I think I succeeded, keke. Not to worry though! I’m doing much better these days. ^_^

Anyway, I originally intended on giving you this whole spiel about why I’ve been missing from radio/SSF/Twitter/everywhere and why I’ve chosen to go on this hiatus, but the reasons don’t seem so important anymore. I do want you all to know that I miss you every single day. I always think about returning, but for reasons that I’ve chosen to omit, I’ve remained silent. But I promise you, this won’t be permanent. We’ll talk again like we used to. Laugh like we used to. Spazz until 3am like we used to. It’ll be just like old times. :)

This “brief note” is getting a bit lengthy and is starting to sound like some sort of breakup letter, so I’ll cut myself off here. XD

<3,

—Cesca

P.S.

Don’t worry, be happy~!

cr: as tagged

In 20 years time

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 12:01:38 -0400

daughter: mom, do you know that old group called SNSD
me: oh god
daughter:
me: I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME
daughter: what are you-
me: *pushes emergency button, room flips upside down to reveal a room covered in SNSD posters with a conference table and powerpoint presentation in the middle*
me: the first step to becoming a fan is KNOWING THEIR NAMES
daughter: mom wtf

HNG! Neck + collarbone + jawline combo = instant KO! X_x

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 11:20:53 -0400

HNG! Neck + collarbone + jawline combo = instant KO! X_x

Fuq, I love you Kim Taeyeon T__T

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 10:36:24 -0400

Fuq, I love you Kim Taeyeon T__T

Sica, you and I are one and the same. XD

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 09:47:21 -0400

Sica, you and I are one and the same. XD

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Story of my life.

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Story of my life.

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Taeyeon “Paparazzi”

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Taeyeon “Paparazzi”

buttaerfly: stawp it!

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 21:33:53 -0400

buttaerfly:

stawp it!

imyoonas: Taeny (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ perverts omfg this is a PV

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 21:33:20 -0400

imyoonas:

Taeny (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

perverts omfg this is a PV

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Hyoyeon & Seohyun; 2010-2012

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Hyoyeon & Seohyun; 2010-2012

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