The passage of time is a funny thing. Some moments pass in the blink of an eye; others drag on as if in slow motion. These past few months have been an odd mixture of both. A time of tremendous change. A time riddled with obstacles, adventures and discoveries. 

I guess you could say I’ve grown up a lot. I don’t squander my money, stay up past 1am, or spend my time poring over the lives of 9 Korean pop stars anymore. Instead, I feel as though a doppelganger stands in my place — a responsible adult who saves pennies, considers midnight “late” and reads up on current events. I must admit, I still indulge in the occasional Michael Kors handbag, and there is but 1 Korean pop star who continues to impregnate me through the computer screen with her undeniable and perpetual sexiness (gangsta Taengoo? YES. PLEASE). I guess I haven’t grown up too much. 

What will 2013 bring? Only time will tell. But here’s hoping we’re all in for a roller-coaster ride that only goes up. Happy New Year, everyone. Here’s to a bigger and better 2013! 

P.S. On a personal note… 
To my Skype fam/extended Skype fam - I really, sincerely miss you all. <3 Stay moist, LOL! ;D  
To those who reached out to me through Twitter/text/email/calls - Thank you for remembering me. More importantly, thank you for reminding me that I have a home to return to, if and when I choose to come back. I’d also like to apologize for not responding regularly… I really do feel awful. 

XOXO

—Cesca 

Annyeong~ 

I know I owe you all an explanation as to why I’ve been MIA for nearly 2 months. Actually, I had this whole “speech” concocted in my mind that I originally planned on typing out, but it just doesn’t feel right now that I’m finally getting around to it. So, fuck it, we’ll do it live!!!

I’m doing well. Working hard, earning money, volunteering and generally doing my best to make my parents proud. What have I been up to lately? A lot! I feel like my world has been turned completely upside down recently. I was actually pretty sick for a few weeks, but I did my best to conceal that from everyone and I think I succeeded, keke. Not to worry though! I’m doing much better these days. ^_^

Anyway, I originally intended on giving you this whole spiel about why I’ve been missing from radio/SSF/Twitter/everywhere and why I’ve chosen to go on this hiatus, but the reasons don’t seem so important anymore. I do want you all to know that I miss you every single day. I always think about returning, but for reasons that I’ve chosen to omit, I’ve remained silent. But I promise you, this won’t be permanent. We’ll talk again like we used to. Laugh like we used to. Spazz until 3am like we used to. It’ll be just like old times. :) 

This “brief note” is getting a bit lengthy and is starting to sound like some sort of breakup letter, so I’ll cut myself off here. XD

<3, 

—Cesca  

P.S.

Don’t worry, be happy~! 

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